Everyday Phenomenal

    It Is To Be Nobody But Myself In A World Which Is Trying To Make Me Like       Everybody Else...!!** All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I Am Nobody But Myself

https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.190375687716777.49171.189797951107884&type=3 एक प्रश्न  ~  एक प्रश्न जो मुझमें करवटें बदलता है , दिलों में ना जाने कितनी ख्वाहिशों का दिया जलता है, जाने कौन सा अरमाँ मोम की तरह पिघलता है , कौन जाने क्या है किसी के मन में , ज़िन्दगी के थपेड़ों से कौन गिरता कौन सम्भालता है।  हँसते हुए चेहरे के पीछे , कितना है ग़म ? चमकती आँखें ,कितनी हैं नम , इस राज़ को आजकल कौन समझता है ? दुसरो के लिए जियो ,दुसरो के लिए मरो  ये सब पुरानी बातें हैं , आजकल आदमी ,आदमी को छलता है  अपने आप से पूछती हूँ कभी  क्या सच है तपते सूरज के बाद  शीतल चाँद निकलता है  सुख के बाद दुःख ,दुःख के बाद सुख  सृष्टि का चक्रव्यूह क्या यूँहीं चलता है ??? इस प्रश्न का उत्तर ना मै ढूंढ पायी , शायद इसीलिए ये आज भी मुझमे करवटें बदलता है. . . 

एक ज़िन्दगी ऐसी भी.. एक ज़िन्दगी ऐसी भी.. सामना होता है जिससे राहों में खिलखिलाती ,मुस्कुराती खुद को सम्भाले हुए , नहीं है ये किसी की भी पनाहों में.. एक ज़िन्दगी ऐसी भी.. जाने कितने अरमाँ ,अनगिनत सपने , आशायें संजोए बैठी है निगाहों में . . सूरज से है जिसकी रौशनी और शीतलता है बस तारों की छाओं में दिल में है उम्मीद  का दीया जलता हुआ  हिम्मत है इसकी बाहों में  एक ज़िन्दगी ऐसी भी.. कई बार रूबरू  हुई है हमसे सूनी राहों में.. .

Have you realized that the routines we call mundane have the power to take over our lives completely?  We sacrifice so much at the altar of these mundane routines: the first casualty is time and everything else just follows suit. Our talents are wasted because we do not have the time to pursue them.  Friendships sour because we do not have the time to call. Our passions die because the dull routines of our daily lives have no place for them. We forget we had hobbies because we can’t remember to dabble in them.  We forget to help people who can do with our help, but we can actually forget the word mundane when we are a part of the Study hall family, our talents are not wasted, friendships bloom and passions get wings and we fly high in the sky giving all colors to our lives.  Study hall makes the life of its student a celebration, a manifestation of a new reality and I being a part of it has been able to move to a higher level of being.  Anup...

Have you realized that the routines we call mundane have the power to take over our lives completely? We sacrifice so much at the altar of these mundane routines: the first casualty is time and everything else just follows suit. Our talents are wasted because we do not have the time to pursue them. Friendships sour because we do not have the time to call. Our passions die because the dull routines of our daily lives have no place for them. We forget we had hobbies because we can’t remember to dabble in them. We forget to help people who can do with our help. Our health suffers because we can’t make time in the business of our humdrum lives for a walk, a workout. And just because something as irrelevant as our routines, which apparently we decide for ourselves, ultimately decide for us what we do with our days!

Am I where I was meant to be? No, let’s rephrase that question: Am I where others thought I would be? How does it matter what others think, but when they tell you that they never thought you would be doing this now and here, you begin to wonder – where did they think I would be?How strange that all those different pictures are of me! How did I morph into so many things at the same time and none of them at all?How come I ended up doing everything I was not meant to? And yet, it never occurs to me till someone points it out to me... Of course, we rarely live our lives that way we thought we would as kids. What did you want to be when you were a child? What did others think you would be? Are you there?

Do I agree with the above statement? Is my life a celebration? Will I like it to be one? Well, the choice is entirely mine. When I was given this life I was asked to enjoy myself but somewhere along the line I enjoyed, I became too serious about ‘living’ life and this seriousness now is not letting me live my life. I have forgotten what celebration is all about. Let me start with my basics, how do I feel about myself? Am I happy with my lifestyle? Am I progressing along the lines that I desire ?! do I have a valid reason to celebrate life? Do I feel unhappy, unfulfilled, powerless, or lonely? Whatever be the situation, it's enough, some pages of few books that I conversed with told me this - YOU MUST REMEMBER THAT YOU CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE BY CHANGING THE CHOICES YOU MAKE IN LIFE. The moment you make up your life as a celebration, new choices will appear in front of you, which will help you manifest your new reality. Finally, it is your choice whether you want to make your life j...